bad day

ava didnt sleep all night last night :( boooo but she only woke up once and went right back to bed. Had a bad hour today but the hour felt like an eternity. Ava screamed and screamed. I put her down for a minute b/c kaia was quiet. she was in the back bathroom pouring pepto bismal in the shower.....along with the shampoo and conditioner she dumped out too. I got mad and told her not so nicely to get out...ava was still screaming, so i decided to give her a bath...she was great during her bath, she just hangs out. as soon as i took her out and got her clothes on , she started screaming again. sooo kaia was quiet again.....she was now in the front bathroom dumping the handsoap in the sink and also dumping her crayola bath colors in her toilet.....sooo that and ava screaming.......i screamed at the top of my lungs.....gave kaia a little spanking and went outside to smoke.....when i came back in i felt much better and kaia came up to me and said im sorry mommy and didnt wnt to let go of me....then i rocked ava to sleep and she slept for about 4 hours....and kaia was just perfect the rest of the day.......that hour awful but i wouldnt trade being a mommy for the world.....