The Worst Day Since Yesterday

Well I know I miss more than hit

With a face that was launched to sink

and I seldom feel the bright relief

It's been the worst Day since yesterday

If theres one thing I have said

Is that the dreams I once had now lay in bed

When the four wind blow my whits through the door

It's been the worst day since yesterday

Falling down to you sweet ground

Where these flowers they bloom

In it's Dirt I'll be found

Hurry back to me, My wild calling

It's been the worst day since yesterday

Alot of news on my end. Stuff I can't say, but I'll manage on keeping my mouth shut. There have been things going on and I am glad they had been brought to light. Much better than being left in the dark. Mother knows best :)

Brandee's Birthday, Kaia's Birthday, Ava's Birthday, Halloween, Thanksgiving, Christmas, New Years, Valentines Day, St. Patties Day, is every Holiday I have missed so far because of this trip and it bugs me to death. My girls are growing up and my Wife is doing it all alone. I'll be home soon :)

Today I got the best news I have had in a while. I know everything in this Blog sounds grim but I am actually doing alright. I just count down the days to when my life will get some kind of normal and not military 24/7. 8 months is a long time to be gone, but the finish line is coming up, so I keep that in the front of my head and keep going. As you can see by the picture, good news is here, so I should be happy, but I am not. Funny how I am not getting suprised by anything anymore where the Navy is concerned. I really don't like my job, I hate how it takes me away from my family. Funny thing is that my best day out here is worse than my worse day at home, and thats sad.

Sorry it has been so long.....nothing much going on.....Kaia has been AWFUL the last couple of weeks...but the last 2 days she has been alot better... Ava is too much. She is hilarious, she just dances and sings all the time. She goes and plays with Kaia in her room. Its kinda nice that they play together....but then kaia ruins the moment by dragging her on the floor or picking her up....ughhhhh I just need to remember that Rob will be home soon!!!! about a month and a half actually :) so yeah just waiting on spring to get here so we can get out of the house. Lately, we have only been going to the store...i think we are all getting cabin fever. I HATE WINTER!!!!!!!!! hoping the next duty station is Hawaii :) okay well time to get kaia settled down. oh yeah for some reason my comp isnt accepting the memory card and thats why i havent put any pics up in quite awhile. so yeah thats about it!!!!!!